Lost. Plateaud. Gained. Disappointed.

It's been months since I've been online updating my "results" AND on track with getting myself together.
Stats is over (yay!) but this class I'm in now is pissing me off because my learning team are a bunch of procrastinating, bad grammar-horrible spelling idiots.
Grrr I say.........
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..................

There has been a shift in my job as well...and I find myself working 10+ hrs a day AND occasionally logging on on the weekends.
And what for? With the recent announcement of more layoffs and knowing that there is no possiblity of converting to an FTE.... it can get depressing.
Especially on the real EMO days.

And to top things off, someone that seriously lacks social common sense and respect for the present STILL insists to make their presence known. STILL insists on making sure that past "memories" are not forgotten.

ANNOYED.
Whatever.

So I can't control stupid people.
I can't control my learning team.
I can't control my job stability.
And the one thing I WAS controlling - and pretty well too - I lost control of these last 2 months. =/

I need to be able to control SOMETHING in my life...
So starting tomorrow... back to eating better and downing that darn gallon and a half of water daily.

New goal - 15lbs in a month and a half.

I've stocked the fridge with a healthy snack and roasted veggies to last the week.
For Lent, I've given up candy, chips, fried foods, and fast food.
As for working out at the gym..... that's the hard part.

I can't wake up at 5am to work out before work because I stay up late finishing up on homework or catching up on work work.
Working out during "lunch" is a no go because, well....I rarely even take a lunch break. My day is THAT busy.
And after work, especially depending what time I actually leave the office, I'm exhausted AND I need to get home and log in to class.

Whether I eat dinner or not doesn't really matter to me, but there's other folks that might want dinner.
I'm so tired. I work too. I'm tired too. AND I have to squeeze in school and homework in my already long day. I have to selfish now, and not worry about what's for dinner.
We can all fend for ourselves.

So..... here's to taking control again in the ONLY thing I can have control over.
Daily food log to begin tomorrow!

KEEP ME ON TRACK =)